Sobersided

by MUDWEST

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The First Release.
Home Recorded and Mastered.
Free for Now.

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released July 3, 2015

Mastered by Jason Roedel
Recorded by Jared Talcott

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MUDWEST Detroit, Michigan

Loud, God Awful, and Sad. Comprised of members from Detroit and Lansing.

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Track Name: You're So Smart
Tell me something I don't know
Tell me something I don't know
You know I'm dumb and slow
Slow Slow Slow

Jesus Christ, you're so smart
Breaking my little heart
My heart, my heart

Whats your opinion now?
Whats your opinion now?
Sing it loud and proud
Loud Loud Loud

Jesus Christ you're so smart
Breaking my little heart
My heart, my heart

You can't speak no more
No you can't think no more
You can't believe no more
They'll put you down down down
Track Name: My Fault
I've been waiting down the hall
I've been waiting for you misery to ease into me again
footprints sinking in

where's the guts in praying? don't stand up for me
what's the point in saying anything to be put down again

oh its all my fault
and i know
that you're not wrong

did you catch yourself?
its been eight nights
of standing still
a shadow is closing in, haunting oh so thin

I climb the stairs
for the last time
the floor is covered with tracings of your favorite places and things

oh its all my fault
and i know
that you're not wrong
Track Name: What Are You On?
What are you on?
I don't want to be here
What are you on?
Give us an explanation
What are you on?
This isn't how we raised you
What are you on?
I don't want to be here

Why don't you listen to your parents?
Why don't you listen to your parents?
Too concerned with your appearance
Why don't you listen?

What are you on?
I don't want to be here
What are you on?
This isn't how we raised you
Man with a gun
Whats your final answer?
What are you on?
Some sort of medication...

I haven't smoked for three months now
I haven't smoked for three months now
I haven't joked for three months now
I haven't smoked...
Track Name: Serotinal Heart
Oh for one
Oh for one
The losing streak begins
It'll never end

Oh for one
An Ode to no one
Your face is in my hands
Where its always been

Oh, you're not my girlfriend
Oh, you'll tell all my friends
Oh, another school year starts
Oh, my serotinal heart

And I will buy...
all of your lies
Suffice to say
I'll always be this way

I'll try again
To get under your skin
Ruining a friend
I'll never win

Chorus

Ending: This is a message to my former self
Don't be shy
Never try
This is a good life
What do you wanna know?
What do you wanna know?
Track Name: Compensating
I don't care to be complicated, overrated, under-sedated.
Over and over I'm understated, the wrong situation, but I can fake it.
This is my way of compensating, the feeling is dead and its degrading.
Not sure if I have a father, if he doesn't bother, or am I bitter?
Staring at these empty pages of all the letters I haven't written yet.
Track Name: Sobersided
If you had a a story to tell
What would you say?
I dug my heels into the ground
Still knocked me down
No harm, no foul, I'll leave you now
Love dies, love fades, I'm in the way

This is not what I planned, I
Thought you'd know, you'd understand
Feelings grow and tempers change
I wouldn't mind if you felt the same
I can never work it out
I never meant to take you down
She will always snuff me out
This banner needs taking down

I'll scream so loud, you'll drown me out
Its a panic now
My lungs are filled with this disease
It spills from my teeth
I'll spit out all my feelings now
We sink, bow breaks,
Succumb to the wave

This is not what I planned, I
Thought you'd know, you'd understand
Feelings grow and tempers change
I wouldn't mind if you felt the same
I can never work it out
I never meant to take you down
She will always snuff me out
This banner needs taking down

Hollow me out, dig in, carve out
Who's sorry now?
I'm stuck in webs of memories
She'll never see
I give in, I give up,
I don't win, I fuck up
Who knows? Not me
I'm stuck on repeat
on repeat, on repeat,
on repeat

No harm, no foul,
I'll leave you now
Track Name: Umiom
Umiom, what have you done?
Slow and strong and repeating

Umiom, it won't be long
Till you wake and fight it

Don't deny it
You're not trying
Don't deny it
You're just dying

Umiom, just move on
Don't get too excited

Umiom, revenge on the son
What you want is blinding

Don't deny it
You're not trying
Don't deny it
You're just dying

Don't deny it (someday i hope you'll see)
You're not trying (what you're doing to me)
Don't deny it (someday i hope you'll rest in peace)
You're just dying
Track Name: Problem Solving Process
Too big too tall
You know it all
Am I always in your way?
The less you know
The more we tell
Are you crazy or insane?

In the middle again
I can count the days
In the middle again
I'll wash away
I'll trace the waves

I'll drown the heart
I'm way too smart
What am i trying to say?
A simple hue
Some sort of glue
You left me in a daze

In the middle again
I can count the days
In the middle again
I'll wash away
I'll trace the wave

If time can tell
You know me well
Show me that I can change
The photos show
I'm growing old
I've got a feeling I can't shake
I can't shake

If death should come
I'll grab my gun
I'm not trying to stay
I can't decide
The choice ain't mine
Will it always be this way?
Will it always be this way?
Track Name: Heart Begs
Nothing has felt this real
Like crushing steel
It won't last long
And I won't bring it up
I'll let the feelings erupt
When the time comes

Don't leave

What do you say
When your heart begs
To believe it?
What do you say
When your heart breaks
And you're bleeding?

You have a lot of pride I have none
You have the gun
And I have the shield
This isn't what I had in mind
It's hard to find
With a trigger to my brain

I want you

What do you say
When your heart begs
To believe it
What do you say
When your heart breaks
And you're bleeding out?